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Songs to Sigh (or Cry) to

by Paula T & Company

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1.
Hillside 02:33
I walk with myself to the Hillside dreaming of love, and I don't mind. Dreamers and lovers all start the same way. I just don't know what to say. Thinking of you as another, friend, you were my lover. All of the memories they fade into blue, what will become of you? What will become of you? For I am broken, but I am strong and I have been chosen to move along. But still I feel in the depths of my heart, you were the greatest counterpart to me.
2.
Stay 03:02
Grab a dream, walk with me. We'll rest our heads by this old tree. Sleep may come, I know not when but till then stay with me. I was told I'd meet a man who'd fit my life like a glove upon a hand, then you walked in and we talked a while. You really make me smile. Livin's just a part of life, dying's quite the same there's nothing really left for me to say, so I'll sing. Heart of gold, a joy to hold, you comfort me when i get cold and sad. You're the best friend that I've ever had. Wish i could've met your dad. I know you well, accepting you in all the ways. If you could tell, then you'd realize there's magic in your eyes. Grab a dream walk with me. We'll rest our heads by this old tree and dream.
3.
Being Free 04:01
I'm traveling to places that I once went with you. Trying to find a meaning in doing things without you. I don't know if it'll help but I gotta try. Maybe so, maybe no but I gotta try. So far all I do is cry. It's kind of scary starting over and doing life alone. Did you know how much I miss you? Are you better on your own? Only know that i'm tired of "I don't know"s In this way I will never be unsure if a choice is wrong or right, gotta trust myself. Maybe someday in the future you'll look back and see that even in the hard times you were golden just like me. Time will tell if we ever speak again. In that space know my love for you my friend. And I hope that you enjoy, yes I hope that you enjoy Being Free.
4.
Sittin' in this room while I'm still able to. Trying to write a song you'd like, who knows if I'll be able to? I don't much sound like those country crooners I know you enjoy. But I love you, my sweet cowboy. Dark days behind us, who knows what's ahead? Can I offer you a pillow? My legs will be your bed. And I don't mind if it's our time 'cause I know we've had our disputes, but I still love you, my handsome man in boots. In regards to sitting in that room, I'm no longer able to. Would you like this song, would you sing along, would you be able to? We've said our goodbyes, gone our separate ways and though we had to part, just know my cowboy you're still in my heart.
5.
Dream 03:39
Dream of me. Dream of life beyond the pines, beyond the sea. Follow me to the dark and dusty corners of your memory. You are more than you realize. Accept that you are better than you think. Life can drag every human to the ground. Give yourself the courage to be free. Take my hand, let me lead you to the one you've always known. Face to face to the one that's always loved you, to the one that is your home. You are more than you realize. Accept that you are better than you think. Life can drag every human to the ground. Give yourself the courage to be free. I'll wait for you. I always will. The darkness, the night, the loneliness, the fright. It's calling me backwards, don't let it take me away to the dark side. I'll hide you. I will fight for you. Oh, follow me and I'll lead you to the light, the light that lies inside of you.
6.
Charlotte 03:26
Charlotte you're stepping on my toes. Can you please give me some space? Charlotte you've broken my nose and I don't have a hiding place. I care for you but you're just too much right now to be around. Charlotte please walk away this second before I am homeward bound. Charlotte. David keep coming to my door. David you haven't come enough today. David I want you by my side. David please stay. David you fixed my broken nose. David you fixed my broken toes. David will you stay one more night before I have to go away? David. Paula you're sensitive again. Paula you've got to be your own friend. Paula you've got to take care of yourself even when David's not around. 'Cause Charlotte is going to be mean, but Paula you've got to stay clean. Charlotte is bending all the rules. Paula you must look out for you. Paula, I love you.
7.
Camper Shell 03:31
Lately my life has been like hell. When did everyone with a truck get a camper shell? I see your face every day and I gotta say you got a real good one. Yes I gotta say, you got my favorite one. And I know you needed me to be strong. You needed me to just be alone. Well guess what darling, I'm fine on my own. I just wanted to be close to you. I guess you didn't want to, too. I saw the sun rise in the East and it broke my little heart that I couldn't tell you dear that I wanted you so near so close to me. Tears were streaming down my face guess I lost my place. I ended up on a road, a road I did not know. I felt a little scared, but guess what now I know... that I'm fine to be alone. Is that enough to bring you home? I guess I always was a little more prone to being sad in your arms.
8.
Coda 03:41
Lock them away, the blues of the day, where I hear you say the first time – It would be wise if you thought twice before again saying goodbye. You were the one, you were kind but unfair. And maybe someday soon you'll see how much I cared. You didn't notice when I fell away, but I cried. I cried. And you didn't know when you walked away, didn't hear me say "goodbye. Here's to better times." You were the one, you were kind but unfair. And maybe someday soon you'll see how much just how much I cared. Stay with me forever and a day. (I really wish that I I wish I could stay could go back in time) I wish I could stay. Laugh with me for only one more day. (I really wish that I I wish I could stay. could go back in time) I wish I could stay. I wish i could stay.
9.
A broken heart's no place to start but it's where I'm at. A desert scene, alone again with the memory of what we had. If the moon above it shines for you then what's left to shine for me? I guess we'll have to wait and see. A whippoorwill once sang to me a sweet melody. A tune I feared I'd never again hear but then you came to me. All the songs of love they seem to me to be written just for you, but now they only make me feel blue. Now I'm alone and tired and the skies are all I have so I guess that I'll keep trekkin' till I die amidst the moon, the sun the wind and this here guitar of mine. I'm sure I'll be fine, but still. A broken heart's no place to start but it's where I'm at. A desert scene, alone again with the memory of what we had. If the stars above they shine for you then what's left to shine for me? I guess we'll have to wait and see. Now I'm alone and tired and the skies are all I have so I guess that I'll keep trekkin' till I die amidst the moon, the sun the wind and this here guitar of mine. I'm sure I'll be fine, but still. A broken heart's no place to start but it's where I'm at. A desert scene, alone again with the memory of what we had. If the moon above it shines for you then what's left to shine for me? I guess we'll have to wait and see. I guess we'll have to wait and see. I guess we'll have to wait and see.
10.
Little Color 03:39
Little green little one what would you want to become? As yourself, as a child could you learn to love? Darker now it seems the light inside your dreams Sooner than it seems, the dark days these dark days will be gone. Little blue little dove can you give me a smile? Come what may, will you stay, stay awhile? The dark marches on and the night is so young But all things must pass and soon you’ll see the sun. Lost again like a child again I failed to see the light. Lost again like a child again, i failed to see the light at the end. Little green little sparrow having fun, Have you found the truth inside your wonderland? Can it be that the one you want is gone, Can it be that it’s time to let him go? Take my hand like a child again, help me find path Heaven’s waiting Haunted by the past again, it’s time to see the light at the end. There’s a road, there’s a road that you must travel alone. It’s gonna be a lonely road, but i swear to you. If you take that road then you’ll find you. If you take that road then you’ll find you, the you that is true.

about

Welcome! Every day we embark on a journey, a journey through time and space. We have the ability to choose the soundtrack that accompanies us on our journeys, and I thank you for choosing this album for your next one.

“Songs to Sigh (or Cry) to” has been a long time coming. To think you are able to listen to it right now should you wish is a rather overwhelming sentiment. This collection of songs was born of pain, sorrow, love, joy, life. You're certain to experience bitter and sweet.

Special thanks to the late Alan LaVerne Gore. it is an honor and a most humbling experience to be able to use it as the visual component of my music. I was told by his daughter, our featured cellist Ambur Gore, that Alan would travel to Jerome to watch the sun rise and set when he was broken hearted. This would be an excellent album to listen to in those moments, for these songs were created in moments just like that.

There is a musical journey to be had on this album, I highly recommend listening to it from start to finish. Pack a tissue just in case, and I hope you enjoy the ride.

Until next time,
-Paula T

credits

released June 4, 2022

Paula Tesoriero - Guitar and Vocals
Jordan Tompkins - Drums
Ambur Gore - Cello
Jon Rauhouse - Pedal Steel
Nat Theobald - Bass (tracks 4,5,6,8,10)
Dario Miranda - Bass (tracks 2,3,7,9), Electric Guitar, backup Vocals
Megyn Neff - Violin
Dominique Holley - Bass Clarinet
Steve Asetta - Saxophone
Jessie Demaree - Clarinet
Stefan Dollak - Recorders
Danielle Franklin - Harp

All songs written by Paula Tesoriero
Recorded and Mastered by Dario Miranda

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